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From: "Niels Buhl"
Organization: London Business School
To: clburke@passport.ca
Date: Sun, 24 Mar 1996 09:44:43 +0000
Subject: Alone

Beautiful Carolyn,

Friday evening I felt alone - I never felt alone before. I was invited to this big party thing but didn't feel like being with people in that way and didn't go.

Friday morning felt like flying over to see you for the weekend but was afraid that it might inconvenience you. *smile*

Spending a week in Canada somehow seem much too long. Time would need to be filled - and I don't really feel like socializing too much. A few days only would be better. *smile*

(Living in the same city would be so nice. *smile*)

Reading your diary this morning made me sad. I wish I could have been there with you. I wish I could have kissed you, held you, slept with you. I wish you could have done the same with me. I wish we could have had sex. *smile*

To think of you living the rest of your life without sex makes me really sad. Sex shouldn't lead to compromises etc. *smile*

Lets talk soon. *smile*

Love,

Niels